new post @ 10:46 PM

I am not going to let this matter rest. You are not a MAN. You are scared to pick up my calls to clarify. You are scared to talk to me. Don't tell me that you are pissed. I am even more pissed. You caused her to cry. You maligned me that I threaten you and that I lied to "him" *Who is 'him'. We will expose everything out to the whole community and see who is immature here. You are not even a friend to her. You hurt her by saying things that are all lies. You liar. You caused her to panic and sobbed. If you are out to hurt me, you have achieved that. I am hurt because my loved one cried. But not because of your immaturity. Have you realized that. Do you realized how immature you are. What do you mean by 1st arrow, what reply. Why am I wrong to ask you that we should discuss and decide as a team. Especially when it concerns money. You don't have to reply back with harsh words. Now look at your reply. Why reply back with words like "damn", "we don't need your help!" Did I reply to you this way. Didn't I clearly said "No offence that if I do find a replacement."

And what has captain's ball got to do with her. Why do you drag her down to join. Why did you put her name down without even asking her if she wants to join the team, huh. I ask you now man! Why! Why did you decide for her. Who are you to decide for her. And why tell her that she changed. She never change. Why did you maligned things like she never speaks to her 'daughter' anymore. Why drag the 'daughter' into the picture. And that she is drifting away from the 'family'. What is the 'right' and 'wrong' road you tell her! What is right and wrong! Like as if you are so true. You are out to hurt her right. You are using words of lies to hurt her. Am I right to say this. You Loser! If you can't hit me. Don't hit her. You PUSSY!

I ask you. How many genuine guy friends you have in church. I think not many, you are always having a conflict with the guys, yeah. We see that you are always closer to the girls than guys in church. What do you take lighthouse as! Social Club? What are your motives sometimes I wonder. To impress the girls there or for other reasons.

I tell you why I didn't organize and co-ordinate anything. Because I know the task is too big for me to do. And I know I can't manage. You can say I am not up to it. But at least I didn't take up the challenge and made a mess out of it. And inviting the higher orders to sign unknowingly. If you can't do it. Don't volunteer.