new post @ 10:43 PM

I had a wonderful day today. Went to church with Jane, attended the Y.A.F. cell groups and later spend time with Jane. It was more like a smooth day rather. No rushing, no worrying, no pushing. We were just going through what God had planned for us today. Splendid.

Wish I could highlight something here about how I feel. But if I do, she will know and she will react to it as in, I will tell her how I feel already. And I don't want her to react. I want this to come naturally from her. From her love. That she seeks. Hehe, I think I am asking too much. She gives me so much love and patience already. I guess I have been running. I have been searching. I have been seeking. Haha and I really enjoy my process of searching, running and seeking. This I find joy in giving and receiving love.

Regarding about the PLH captain's ball, nothing much to say. Really, the misunderstanding makes no sense. And if you think back, it doesn't really matter. What is just a small issue; we need not blow it so big. Everything we need to know, it should be spelled out at the beginning. Don't tell me off just because you are coordinating. It is not really impressive. Be practical.

And please. Don't always think I am a "yes" man. And though I may be quiet and sitting there, nobody will make me say "yes" if I feel it is a "no". I will stand up on how I feel on what is right and what is wrong. But I mean no war. If I can accommodate and be diplomatic I will. But if I can't, I apologize. I will still stand by my decision on how I feel on certain things, whether I offended you or not.

Wish I could help her to get her friends back. Wish I could cure her like God can. Wish I could love her as much as God loves. The latter is possible for me to achieve. Love her as much as God loves. But put God first!

I think both Jane and I didn't have this chance of trying Shelby's cookies today. *Sobs! She will be leaving soon. She is a great pal...

I so wanna get the Konica Minolta DiMAGE Z3. The DiMAGE Z2 has been on my wish list for sometime. Now a successor to it, the Z3. Nice!!!