new post @ 12:39 AM

Why am I feeling like this..? Why is there a sudden change of feeling now. Mmm, one moment I was feeling happy. Now I am feeling confused and cynical about all this. What is going on. Haiz... Is it because of commitment or instability. I thought I overcame this barrier already. I feel so unspeakable to speak of how this is going on in me. Why? Work, stress, damper... I don't know. Haiz, so unstable. Maybe I have reached my threshold. That is why I feel so unstable. That I am afraid the feeling will go away. I hate to deal with anything resembling of feelings like these. Complicated!

But I will be fine and I am fine.

Hi Jaslyn, I remember you. How are things for you my old friend. Are you doing good. Sorry, I can't be there to care for you. Hope you are coping with life alright. And yeah long time no see, miss you too. Yeah, I remember the times we spent at tanglin mall, haha. And your favourite snapper drink, Cherry flavour if I've not mistaken. *See I remember. You remember mine or not ah! ahaha! You changed your home phone number already. I tried contacting the old number previously but was unsuccessful. Mail me if you need anything.

Shit lah! I got this irritating laplace to face with later. But ok, what to do. No choice, Lan Pah Pah Lan, squeeze my nuts and get thrashed again by my maths lecturer, wah damn boring!