new post @ 11:50 PM

I feel so lost at times. I feel that I have no life at all. As I grow older, my friends are gone. And though they had left, they were not the desired kind of friends I would want to be with. And I have someone so dear and perfect in front of me who God gave. I never learnt to cherish her, though I cannot afford to lose her. What is going on around me? And another moment I have to stand on my responsibility for my family. I guess I am not that intelligent after all neither am I complex, though I envision myself as one. Ha.

Arr, there would be S.O.C. training this Sat. That will be Sian. Why of all times on a Sat. Gotta clear my 2nd year S.O.C. timing and clock a time of 9.30min. Time to Sleep, there will be I.C.C.T. grading tomorrow morning.