new post @ 9:01 PM

I did alot of walking today. It was a walking day... Met up with folks in Church, and yea I was a little shy as usual. Maybe coz of the crowd... Had a good time... Then reported to CMPB Defense Tower B to seek help. Dad had Chemo today. Both orally and thru the needle. It's a no joking matter, it hurts terribly. Wish I could share his burden. I am down with a bad flu and sore throat. What the hell, I am breaking down. I tell myself I can't go down. I simply can't, probably coz I am the pillar at home. But not to be thick skin, I don't want my parents to worry about my health and me. Rather I would like to take care of them. My pals in the bunk always tell me, "A man has 2 balls. Whatever circumstances squeeze one of them to tide thru the time." I am squeezing both my balls now to tide thru this time. Any further I will suffocate.