new post @ 2:10 AM

It's a good time for me to think back and reflect on how things have been for J and me. I am rather pleased with how far we have been together for the past months. I miss J, sometimes as I do things alone like moving from classes to classes or even when I'm going home alone on the bus and stuff, I will think about her and wish she was here with me. Every time.

Reflecting back, we use to be committed to prayer every night regularly, funny how we are not doing this lately, tired or maybe lazy, both of us. I hope we draw strength from our Lord to continue this habit to pray regularly. And just cast all our worries and confess all our sins to him every night. And ask of him to refresh us daily.

We have been growing together and being drawn to each other closely. And it makes me wonder when was our first heated augment. I think we hardly had one. I wonder how will our first quarrel would be like. Not that I am looking forward to it or boasting or anything. But we haven't had any. It has been a 1-year relationship for us already, mind you. And I like to think I am very blessed by the Lord. This relationship I have with J is like an extended honey mood period or like a bed of roses for us. You may beg to differ that we are not growing healthily in our relationship but this is just the way we are. It's not that we don't quarrel or debate or what but we talk things out calmly and peacefully. We are cool! We have learned to give and take I guess. To accommodate and confront issues manner-fully. Yes, we do thrash things out and there are lose-lose or win-lose situations at times. But we never got disgusted by each other's temper. We learn how to handle tensions and emotions orderly and J does it better than me. J understands me and she is understanding. J is not petty or demanding and she trusts me in everything I do. She makes my life so beautiful and THANK GOD for that, I don't know why HE would put J in my life. But I am really grateful to HIM that I have J and that nothing can replace my love for HIM not even J.

And who says that every couple needs quarrellings and arguments to make the fireworks in their relationship spark! Not necessary couples who quarrel understand each other better or have a better bond. I beg to differ!

It’s just a random thought about our progression.

This blog was not constructed and meant to tell anybody anything indirectly. It's a place where I can spill my thoughts... Just as Elder Yew Kee would keep his journal, I have mine too. It's for everyone to read and know what runs through me

Ok, I have to sign off now. She is waiting.